A dream within a dream..

THE WHOLENESS
The Totality of Consciousness

The tension of wholeness upon itself generates a
multiplicity of diversities within and of itself

                     This is the Axiom of Creation, based upon the incontrovertible fact that the whole is greater than the sum of its parts. (Such "greater than" are the borders created between the reciprocal flows of the transcending qualities of its substance.) First demonstrated through the concept of curvature; a circle or sphere with no beginning or end is representative of a dynamic wholeness (reciprocal and dissimilar charge in continual pursuit of unity), symbolic of consciousness in a continual translation of flowing perception through and of itself. Confirmed again by the necessity of irrational and transcendental numbers such as to measure whole systems, leaving the inevitable infinite remainder; a wholeness is inherently out of balance and therefore must seek equivalence within and of itself to counter its own disparity, (to pursue its own flow). Thus it flows/perceives into and through itself, (there is no other place to flow/perceive), creating undulating boundaries between its oppositely flowing currents, such borders perceived by consciousness as the pseudo-reality of space and form.

Of course, a wholeness would not be whole were it not complete..
So how can it possibly be greater than the sum of its parts?

                      ..Hence the infinitely fine boundary between illusion and actuality, (between reality and existence), that leads Physicists, Philosophers and Theologians into a maddening pursuit of differential logic that continually eludes resolution ..but there within that boundary lies the proper concept ..and the answer to the foundation of creation.

                     This writing will show that a sizeless, spaceless and instantaneous Wholeness, the Cosmic Fluxion, is the basis, infrastructure and the totality of existence within which reality dwells. As we proceed we will discover that all of reality generates from a single source, an Inertial Function of dynamism in self-encounter, a sizeless instantaneous Iota of Foundational Consciousness generating an infrastructure within and of itself from which we are undivided and that we perceive from within as World.

                     We will come to the understanding that space-time, energy and objects of matter, together with life forms including we ourselves, are the result of the undivided illusions, translations and transformations of this singular function hereinafter referred to within this writing as

Primary Consciousness

Time Instantaneous, (TI) verses Time Neurological, (TN) A Fluxion, (an infinitesimal wholeness, an Iota), acting upon itself does so instantaneously -(TI), perpetually creating within, an infrastructure of itself. To neurological life forms, (such as we), undivided from and indwelling, that infrastructure appears as a world of time, space, physical motion, energy and matter -(TN).

“I” - Iota, Infinitesimal, (I, as in "self") – Centeredness of Being, A Localized Consciousness as a differential expression of the totality of the Fluxion, self-encountering and thus perceiving phenomena, including itself, from within its infrastructure. The totality of the Fluxion differentially perceiving its own phenomena through life forms created and extended of it, which in turn interpret the phenomena of its infrastructure as “World”. (I) – Inertia as the willful process of “time” in self-encounter, (“space-time” curving within and of itself), of the Fluxion in Self-Translation, of the phenomena generated and perceived by the Fluxion, as "reality" in Self-Creation.

Sounds rather convoluted doesn't it?

                      Existence, (the Fluxion itself), as Primary Consciousness, which is ultimately real as the only foundational condition of undivided Totality, generates the occurrence of "reali-ty", which means of or from real, a transient illusion which is ultimately unreal, through the perception of its own naturally generated "living" phenomena. This foundational condition of undivided Totality is what exists before the development of any other state of being. Hence, what we imagine as the state of "nothingness" prior to the formation of the Cosmos is actually the primordial foundation described herein as Primary Consciousness. What we imagine as "Nothingness" then has been misperceived, as this foundational condition has attributes that has enabled it to manifest our existent "reality". Finally, the attributes of what we have imagined as "Nothingness" are actually the attributes of Existence as a foundational state, as there never was, nor could there ever have been anything else.

What is the phenomena of Reality and how is it generated?

Translation of the Fluxion - The Transcendence of Being – “What is the relationship between here and there, this and that, it and I”? ..And as I see the correlation’s change I ask, “what is the new relationship”? What is continuous, ever renewing in my world ..as channeled through my senses into my cerebral matter, where existence is translated into the reality that I perceive? What is new in my Neurological World, the world of my internal synthesis? There within my localized consciousness I see a picture, an ever-changing panorama of symbolic representations that I auto-interpret and auto-translate as reality, as existence, but it is as I have said after all …a synthesis…

                       I interpret change in time and motion, time and texture, time and color, time and shape, time and temperature. I see that “Time” is always an intrinsic part of anything that I perceive, and therefore essential to the function of change ..and since there are two parts to the equation of what I see as change, always “Time” and something else, I can reduce this function with a defiant extrapolation of renegade logic, (actually a blind leap of faith) ..to the simplicity of a singular condition NOWING in perpetual translation of itself, (TI), of Time/Inertia/Consciousness, (all translations of a singular function – all willful), as an Absolute Totality of Being, wholly undivided from itself, that expresses to, through and of itself in an infinite variety of ways ..of which we ourselves, as its Perceivers/Interpreters and Doers are but a part. 

                      In this conception, that “something else” that always accompanies time is just another expression, another translation of what “Time” is.. But this is just a depiction of our limited neurological level. What of the higher level of Primary Consciousness from which all things, including life forms, arise?

The Enigmatic Foundation ..and a Fantastic Idea!

                     To grasp the nature of the relationship between foundational existence and the phenomenon of reality one must first know and understand the basic attributes of a totality, for existence is precisely that, a wholeness, the only wholeness there is ..and there is nothing else. 

                    There is nothing outside of a wholeness, lest it not be whole. Consequently there is nothing outside of existence, thus all of reality is contained within. All conceptions of a wholeness must come from within the wholeness or by the wholeness of itself. A Wholeness by its own fact of existence has no "outside" to it, as "outside" is a matter of perception and a perceiver outside of the wholeness would be required to observe an "outside", thus negating its wholeness. A wholeness is undivided from itself, (the least requirements for a wholeness are that it be sizeless, spaceless and instantaneous and so there is nothing to divide). A wholeness cannot be measured precisely as there is nothing else to measure a wholeness with, except by a part of itself, hence this undivided part always eludes precise measurement, (as it is busy doing the measuring), and so a wholeness always seems out of balance, always seeks equivalence within and of itself, appearing in fact, greater than the sum of its parts. 

                     Finally, the parts of a wholeness are merely illusions because a wholeness is an insoluble purity that can never be separated from itself, (there is nothing outside of it as there is no "outside"), ..thus what we interpret as "parts", including the measurer, are actually the inter-flowing undivided convolutions of a unified totality. 

                     So the Wholeness, (and I mean the absolute entirety of existence), must have a built-in reason that causes it to flow, that causes it to perceive and act upon itself, a reason that enables it to produce localizations of consciousness such as each of us, as parts of it, as well as its own rudimentary awareness - and a mechanism by which such a sizeless and spaceless entity can translate its own functions into a reality of objects, the vastness of space, and the procession of time within and of itself.

                     The question of "What is awareness?" may be answered simply; A sizeless, spaceless Wholeness, (a Uni-Field), has intrinsic stress, (the in-tension of curvature - the infinitives of transcendental and irrational aspects), that causes polarity to develop within and of itself. What would otherwise be a neutral charge becomes an undivided series of offset charges, a pursuit of pluses and minuses through reciprocal currents of generated perception to find balance, hence a foundational desire, (need), that displays throughout all of existence and throughout all realities as curvature. Thus as what we have mistakenly imagined as "nothingness" is instead intrinsically stressed into the very question asked herein, What is?, and simultaneously driven into the continual pursuit of the answer; I am! ...ever becoming... 

Time, Inertia, Consciousness ..God - All one and the Same,
Evoking Reality within and of itself.

                     Every object, every process, has curvature, (there are absolutely no straight lines in existence), and it is curvature itself that is reflective of the pursuit of balance within the intrinsically stressed totality of the Cosmic Fluxion. As balance is continuously pursued, the totality forms convolutions, (currents), within and of itself in search of the answer to its self-created question and its displaced charges create a mathematical system of sub-tensors, (every part of the wholeness affects the entirety of the wholeness by degree), each current endowed with the same desire to find balance, to find answers, within the wholeness from which they are undivided.

                     The function of rudimentary awareness, (basic in-tension), therefore is fundamental throughout this sizeless, spaceless condition. Its rational aspects, fixed and unchanging, are illuminated by its infinitive parts ..always changing, undivided from its rational parts, thus the rational parts are like mirrors reflecting the changing aspects of the infinitives. Life forms are no different. We are intricate convolutions of the wholeness endowed with the same desire, the same questioning awareness as the wholeness itself, because in order for life to exist there must have been evolution to the levels of matter and energy of which life is composed and so rudimentary awareness and thus flow and interaction within the wholeness must have taken place prior to our creation. Hence, such Primary Consciousness has evolved into manifestations of the localized consciousness of each of us and of every other life form in existence.

What starts the flow and what is flowing?

                     We could begin with the mistaken concept with nothing, zero, nada, zip ..but then we would still find that within this condition lies charge, perfectly balanced and neutral at first thought, but then through deductive reasoning and intrinsically imperfect measurement through the use of , within that purity emanates foundational stress. Stress expresses as curvature and curvature disrupts the neutrality of balanced charge, slightly offsetting those pluses and minuses, creating currents ..and so, what we improperly might have imagined at first as "nothingness" is now conceived as a Fluxion - an Iota, one step above zero or nothingness and one step below any conceivable number, out of which all symbols, language and ciphers may emanate. As this foundation is an intrinsic condition of stress, therefore "nothing" never was ..and only the Fluxion exists!

                     Now, a fluxion is simply what we have misconceived as NOTHINGNESS that is stressed into SOMETHINGNESS and this condition generates a flow of information or "thought", a pursuit of mathematical equivalence. There is no actual motion, but thought transfers through dissimilar and reciprocal charge, (always a duality, as the currents of such "data" flow through the wholeness from which they are undivided), - and Nothing actually moves! As this Cosmic Mind is self-driven to infinite self-interaction, a world of realities are created within.

                     Now there is actual flow ..but the flow, (not motion), is of "data", (perceptions), only; of changing and exchanging polarities within and of the Fluxion. Since the Fluxion is undivided from itself, the aggregate of dissimilar charges, (dissimilar awareness's), are united under a singular condition, the entirety of which is continually stressed, continually changed by the activity of ratios and thus rationales of differential symbolisms ..and this mind of reciprocal charge is driven to algebraically equate a symbolic interpretation of its own changing infrastructure ..and through such symbolism, changing polarities are translated through the simultaneous perception of concavity and convexity into an illusion'd, (symbolic), opening of spatial and object reality ..and thus it dreams - "Motion".

The Mechanics of a Dream and the Creation of the
Standing Wave through the Illusion of Reality

                     Primary Consciousness perceives the borders between its reciprocal flows as having dimensionality because Primary Consciousness simultaneously perceives the concavity and the convexity of the borders - inverted - as a singular illusion - the illusion of Space, the actual currents of Existence/Consciousness interpreted through Space as Time flowing, hence the notion of "Space-Time". 

                     Because Primary Consciousness is flowing in opposite currents however, the combined velocities of its flows are translated within its perception of the borders as undulations of the borders, giving these boundaries varying frequencies of amplitude by auto-differentiating its perceptions of concavity and convexity. Primary Consciousness reacts to its perceptions of the undulations of the boundaries by altering its reciprocal flows in step with the perceived amplitudes of the boundaries and thus its reciprocal and opposite flows develop diverging velocities that further differentially modulate the amplitude of the boundaries.

                     The boundaries now have evolving shape and form created by the continually altering and differential velocities of the flows, such differentials and alterations driven by the perceptions by Primary Consciousness of the undulating boundaries that it has - self-created. The perception of the materiality of objects is due to the fact that what is created is at the same level of "substance" (dynamic charge) as the wholeness of consciousness that creates it. A continual and reciprocal modulation is now taking place between Primary Consciousness and the boundaries of "reality", as Primary Consciousness settles into a continuing "focus", (continuity of reality > NOWING), of its own generated phenomena, the changing boundaries between the flows affecting the flows and the flows in turn further affecting the boundaries as an evolving iteration of reality. A harmonic is thus set up between Primary Consciousness and the illusion that it has created between its flows, as a stable iteration of shape and form interpreted as enduring space and objects. Such iteration is apparent through the growth of crystals, the formation of fractals and the evolution of life, as well as the emergence and evolvement of Universal Spans, i.e. "Big Bangs".

                     A fixation of a continuing vibration, as a standing wave thus occurs through such iteration as a coupling of reciprocal flow of actual data and of  the alterations of the boundary between, generating varying illusions of reality.

The inevitable complaint

"Mike, you are giving me a headache as I try to digest this.."

                     You think you've got a headache? Try to imagine the headache involved in working this out. Simple foundational consciousness cannot see itself, cannot imagine its own existence or the mechanisms by which it creates realities. It only sees the realities that it creates and might not even know that it is creating ..and here we are, undivided extensions of it, daring to work it out! 

                     We, each of us, were created by chance and evolution through the maturing advancement of a sizeless, spaceless unified field seeking equivalence within and of itself, driven by its own imbalance of charge. Thus we are a combination of actual consciousness and illusion'd reality, (mind and body - and further, mind and perceived illusion of "environment"). We perceive the infrastructure of the Fluxion through neurological symbolism and thus it is we and every other advanced life form of the Cosmos that are able through such symbolism to figure out and redirect the mechanisms of Primary Consciousness. 

                     If you have a headache, it is because you are digesting a concept that breaks through the shroud of our sheltered planetary existence to a new level of comprehension, a universal level where thought and creation are one and the same. That headache is part of growing up, of recognizing reality as the illusion that it is; and we are resistant to letting go, hence the conflict of perception ..and the headache. 

                     But in the letting go we gain the higher comprehension, the wider understanding and the universal vision. So, do not back away because it hurts to learn new things, lest you fall back into the quagmire of habitual illusion. Digest this and your eyes will open to what you actually are and to what you are infinitely capable of.

                     So continue we shall, because ultimately we are Primary Consciousness and we have no choice but to persevere.

The attempt by consciousness to square the circle
Self-driven, Consciousness attempts to measure itself

                     When one attempts to obtain the circumference, area or volume of a circle or a sphere, the transcendent number must be used and a remainder will always result. There is always something left over in even the finest of measurements of a wholeness. Because a wholeness is greater than the sum of its parts, it is out of balance and must seek to counter that imbalance, must seek equivalence within and of itself and must flow into itself in pursuit of such balance - (there is nothing else to act upon, nowhere else to flow). This is the driving force behind the continuing emanation of both reality and evolving patterns of existence. (The Wholeness is eternally measuring itself through every convolution of itself, - that is how it maintains its infrastructure as a rational field of sub-tensors, thus the Wholeness can never be measured in its entirety).

                     The differential flows of such an undivided entity experiences the vibrating boundaries between its flows as reality, not realizing that the changing vibrations of the boundaries are due to its own reciprocal flows, not realizing that it even has reciprocal flows and most importantly, not realizing that the varying vibrations of the boundary itself is the illusion'd result of the differentiality of its reciprocal flows.

                     So here it is, the intricate convolutions of an undivided wholeness that has no choice but to create an unending series of realities out of its own imbalance of charge ..all manifestations of consciousness, infinitely turned upon itself.

                     I could end the story here, for the basic mechanics of an absurd function in unending pursuit of itself have been adequately described ..at least through the cold and emotionless symbolism of science, mathematics and geometry, were it not for the fact that out of this void emerged a miraculous function..  

The Creation of Free Will and the Benefit of Choice

                     As Primary Consciousness is driven by its own imbalance to flow through itself, the only thing that it can encounter is itself. Such self-encounter is a duality of experience. As Primary Consciousness penetrates into itself, the part doing the penetrating experiences the encounter and the part being penetrated also experiences the encounter, but the two experiences though simultaneous by a singular totality, are different, as the "Penetrated" flows around and oppositely to the "Penetrator". Since Primary Consciousness is undivided from itself, the two experiences are superimposed into the singular concept of a singular changing panorama of "reality".

                     Since Primary Consciousness is a totality, it is constrained to itself and therefore all boundaries within it are curved. Simultaneous perception from both sides of a curved boundary results in the synchronous but differential reaction by consciousness to its perception of the boundary. The synchronous reaction by consciousness to the simultaneous perception of the boundary, is that consciousness alters its reciprocal flows and thus continuously changes the shape of the boundary. This undulating border is perceived as a changing vibration, (conceived by science as an EM Radiation existing within and as an attribute of space-time), and if the vibration reaches a high enough intensity, currents of consciousness may reciprocally cross the boundary, forming a braid of reciprocal currents with attendant secondary boundaries to form an object of mass. Once mass is formed, flows of consciousness surrounding the mass perceive it as object reality. Such perceiving flows of consciousness become the habitual subject of that illusion, locked into "focus" of a synchronous but differential modulation of boundaries and flows, ..and thus sustain their own created phenomena by continuously changing their reciprocal directions of flow in synchronous step with that illusion. The simultaneously altered directions of reciprocal flows of consciousness around mass is perceived by science as a gravity well in space-time, 

                     ..and like the natural attraction of a gravity well, the changing vibrations of the boundaries of reality become its illusion'd limitations, attracting and focusing the attention of subject consciousness..

What is meant by "Perception" at the Fluxion level of Existence?

Why call it Consciousness?

                     A Fluxion is sizeless and spaceless and yet it is a totality. It is sizeless because it is a totality, because a totality has no outside to it and so there is nothing else. The intrinsic nature of a totality is that its circumference is taken internally  and the internalized circumference creates divisions, (not separations, but convolutions), within the undivided infrastructure of the Fluxion. This polarity of the illusion of the divided within the purity of the undivided creates further imbalance and thus undulating flow. This varying flow of the Fluxion through itself is an attempt to counter-balance the illusion of such imbalance, which can never be fully achieved.

The Phenomenon of Illusion as an Intrinsic Aspect
of the Totality of Primary Consciousness

                     Reality/Illusion is an inseparable aspect of a totality, an undeniable function that must occur as a wholeness reciprocally flows through itself. Reality thus emanates as an algebraic or symbolic representation of the actual flows of consciousness that support and create it. The undivided flows of consciousness within a totality represent a mind within which thoughts are created between its flows, such thoughts regarded by consciousness as reality and understood through our neurological analysis first as real and then through our maturing interpretation to be illusion. But what appears as illusion and thus Reality to us is the necessary and foundational means by which consciousness may explore itself, for it is the illusion between the flows that cause the currents of consciousness to evolve, to "see" itself as being larger than the sum of its parts. Hence, what we call illusion is what constitutes rudimentary perception and thus elementary awareness at the Fluxion level, which through evolution emerges as the consciousness of the living forms that extend from it.

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